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 Okay so I established what I want to buy, that amazon sends to hotels and that my "mule" ;) will be somewhere around Boston.

Now for difficult things - for things "in stock" does anyone know how long it takes for amazon to deliver?  My friend is on site only 6 days so I can't be late!

That's interesting - snatched from [ profile] frith_in_thorns and [ profile] china_shop

Give me a topic, and at some point in the next few weeks I'll ramble about it. It can be anything from fandom-related (TV shows, books) to life-related (aspirations, identity, political beliefs) to pizza preferences to whatever you want.
My rambles will probably be brief, or not, depending on the subject - and they might be just rambles really.

Actually just give me a topic and I will say what I have to say about it, which sometimes might be nothing... I might not have many different tags and topics published on LJ but that's because I mostly read other stuff, not write :) But still feel free to ask me anything you want.

Christmas time

Dec. 2nd, 2013 07:45 pm
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On overall brighter news Christmas is coming, and with that I made some gingerbread cookies yesterday, and of course already ate them all... they shall be repeated, or not cos I'm not really a fan (although I do like the one's I made, so maybe.)

Here documentation of my heroic work!
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Is that just me or LJ is crapping out for the past few days? I got often issues with page loading and of course eating my comments.... gryyy please tell me it's not only me?

Oh in other pessimist news my laptop hate me, I was thinking it was hard disk issue, but it seems something more complicated either a mother board or bios issues, damet and I can't really write without my laptop :(
I'm under an impression that time just flies thru my fingers, it was Monday yesterday, wasn't it?? If so where the heck the last three days went, and how it's possible it's almost Friday again? I wouldn't mind it normally but it seems I can't do anything those days only during one day cos it's not enough.

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I'm today in sharing mood, so you will get a photo... and answer to any questions you might have for me. Fandom or random or life related, I'll answer to all - but be prepared it will be my "own" answer so it might not be something you expect ;)

Fire away!

And below is photo from Fire Show I saw on the "Museum Night" that was at last Saturday.

Fire Show

A-Z meme

May. 23rd, 2013 12:55 pm
nieseryjna: (Neal & Sara)
Cos everyone is doing it (and my data are calculating themselves at the moment :P) but code ganked from [ profile] elrhiarhodan
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So beside the troubles of writing, no new episodes of White Collar for another few months how did that happen?

And I mean White Collar is corrupting minds... just yesterday I was in Copenhagen, beautiful capitol city of Denmark, that is not so really far from my home town, that you can take a two-nights-one-day trip to see it. Two nights spent on a ferry to Sweden and then hop a whole day on the trip and hop back to the ferry and back home.

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An excellent video for everyone! Take a look and tell me if you dare to dream and follow your dreams?

Let me tell you mine answer: I do! There are always new dreams to follow, and yes it's scary to move forward but it's quite often, more than not, a good experience.


Apr. 4th, 2013 10:11 pm
nieseryjna: (Caffrey S4)

Got a memmeme from [ profile] sholio and my number is 22 so here it goes, a trip down the memory line.

Ha... so the whole Then and Now sounds soo Supernatural like... I couldn’t stop myself (instead of writing 22)

My answers )

And that’s all folks, who want’s to play? I’ll give you a number if you give me your top one ;)

I've fallen off the edge of life... or rather internet life. With new job starting I got so busy, that I didn't even notice I wasn't so often around , with a little bit of surprise I saw I didn't update any of my statisitcs for over a month and then for another two weeks. Me... stats freak and master at work FORGOT my own stats... madness I tell you, madness. Of course it's positive that my work is so absorbing, but on the other hand when I try to read the fanfictions I don't even know where to start, there are so many I didn't read and I don't follow anymore which I did. All mixed up. In end effect I fell asleep reading anyway...

The muse seem to be scared of my new work and still didn't how up her head... bummer cos I really would like to know what I'm writing for NaNo. Right now the safe idea is to just write few longer fics that will fill the quota of words. Just WHAT to write? In attempt to clear my head and maybe get some idea I went for a walk yesterday, freezed my ears and fingers off (almost), but got a little bit of idea for part of Hogan's Alley - that story is a monster that follows me since before last year NaNo...

And add to that I'm mixing days of the week cos the pass so fast! Last week I was sure it's Wednesday on Tuesday, two weeks before that Friday came at Wednesday, and at Friday I was suprisingly convinced it's Thursday. Monday doesn't feel like Monday, they are way to cool now.

Plus I'm trying to finish my self imposed studium - and do all school work at weekends. One subject out of ten I just passed this weekend, including an exam, yay for me. 

With all of that I'm completly unbalanced and can't find myself, not to mention my muse, and time to THINK about writing, not to mention writing overall. Help... who has the perfect cure for that? Share please.

Also in obvious begging mode can someone write me a fluffy Sara/Neal storry? I'm a little bit overhelmed with all of h/c stories lately...

Ramble blamble…

It’s one of those days when I think of throwing everything aside and never leave my bed again. One of those days I will not find the will to get up and go to work, or even as far as my own living room, some day… maybe Sunday.

For now I try to fight myself to go back to writing, and the more I read others works the more I lose the battle with the little whispering voice - you will never write so good. Damn perfectionist nature, damn impatience to learn. It’s not that I don’t know it, don’t know that I need to practice to improve, I do, I really do. I did spend four years of hard work and tears just learning to write properly in my native language. And working on fanfiction in English for only a year I shouldn’t really expect any miracles.

But I freaking do.

I’m normally quite a patient person, it’s more than 12  months since I broke my phone and I’m still waiting for some new one;quite patiently for that one plot of occasions that will allow me to buy the dream one, and not for a cost of an arm and an leg. But I’m absolutely impatient when it comes to things I have some illusion of control – like my writing.

I lack patience to sit and think about what I want to write, it’s usually a spur of a moment, an idea that just flows from my fingers on keyboard.

I lack patience to find the errors and fix them.

I lack the patience to wait for beta feedback (for which my beta should kill me actually).  

Plus I’m, depending on the mood I’m convinced that I will never write anything remotely close to what I see worthwhile on the net; and next day I start ambitious project of writing a murder mystery for NaNo allowing it to rot on my harddisk for over six months, without edits.

Because I lack patience to do that.  In my awful perfectionist nature I expect to write everything perfectly on the first go, and of course it’s impossible, but then my perfectionist me is gone and terrified of any changes that must be done. Knowledge that it all need’s time is there, just the acknowledging is lacking. And on the days like this I just want to throw it all on the wall and sit on my couch watching the wall, hoping that maybe it will give me some bright idea of what the hell should I do with myself now.